{"id":3231,"date":"2020-11-06T16:38:20","date_gmt":"2020-11-06T16:38:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/?p=2017"},"modified":"2023-12-21T13:20:48","modified_gmt":"2023-12-21T13:20:48","slug":"poetry-morve-roshan-k","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/poetry-morve-roshan-k\/","title":{"rendered":"Poetry: Morve Roshan K."},"content":{"rendered":"

Poetess: <\/span><\/span>Morve Roshan K.<\/span><\/span> (<\/span><\/span>1 April 2019)<\/span><\/span> \u201cDiffer<\/span><\/span>e<\/span><\/span>nt Feeling\u201d, \u201cWait\u201d and \u201cShim\u201d poems published <\/span><\/span>in<\/span><\/span> SETU, USA, <\/span><\/span>Bilingual journal published from Pittsburgh, USA :: <\/span><\/span>\u092a\u093f\u091f\u094d\u0938\u092c\u0930\u094d\u0917<\/span><\/span> \u0905\u092e\u0947\u0930\u093f\u0915\u093e<\/span><\/span> \u0938\u0947<\/span><\/span> \u092a\u094d\u0930\u0915\u093e\u0936\u093f\u0924<\/span><\/span> \u0926\u094d\u0935\u0948\u092d\u093e\u0937\u093f\u0915<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

<\/a>Poetry: Morve Roshan K.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Different Feeling<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n


\n<\/span><\/span>The black day was of my birth day<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>On the occasion of my 13th birth day!<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I wake up on the bed,<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Something wrong was on that day<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>then understand that I born as he<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>But I am afraid!<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I am not he, I am neither she nor shim<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>My mind is not allowing me to dream<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>A dream about my being<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I go to washroom<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Realize that there is something has changed \u2026<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Either I born with wrong body or with wrong feeling<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>My mother scolds me that not to do domestic work<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>go out and have fun but I <\/span><\/span>cant<\/span><\/span> run<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>now how can I turn<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Where is my world!! The world where there is no he nor she<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Let me allow to go in this world!!!<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Where I feel my people and my own world<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>No one will be there where they <\/span><\/span>cant<\/span><\/span> align me<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>But I find that there is no world for me on this earth<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>When do you understand the difference,<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>The difference between him and her<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>The psychology and the sexuality of person is different,<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Now the situation is dubious<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>It is too late\u2026 too late for the acceptance \u2026<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Too late for parents \u2026.<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I have born with different body<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>and having different feelings<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>My appearance is disappear from the earth<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Oh my dear!!! I come from the heaven<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>why I am finding the identity on the earth<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I choose this day to die,<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I do not want to cry,<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>If some calls me he or she, I feel shy,<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Now, I do not want to call neither she nor he<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>The language is so biased then world <\/span><\/span>too<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>The people are not mine,<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>The world is another for me<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>There is no space \u2026 let me allow to leave this place<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>There is he, and there is a word she<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>but people confused about what to call<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I feel it would better they won\u2019t call<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I could not sleep from ages, now let me take a long sleep<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Wait<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Oh my Dear Scientist! My chemical lover!<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I was awaited\u2026awaited for four hundred years \u2026<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Waiting for his call, and as usually, I was eager to listen his melodious voice<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>His voice makes me so intimate but this is for only two hours\u2026<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>For these two hours, I was so excited to see you on the screen<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>But I was wrong because he was busy<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I was living in a different dream and I entered into the dream of love<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I thought he would call me and we will have a real love in our real life<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I was waiting for his knock \u2026 a real call to meet him and hug him<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Let me accept, but my life is only on skype and <\/span><\/span>whatspp<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Daily chat and video calls make me so irritating now<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Let me dream about to meet you how?<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Oh My Lover! Listen my ring\u2026 my pure heart is calling you \u2026<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I love to see you in my arms not on skype screen<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I have been waiting to for long \u2026<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Many times, I get angry and get frustrated<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>So blocking and deleting I started\u2026<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I know, I can delete though on my mobile, but what about my mind<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I dreamed about him, he will meet me for giving a tight hug<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I was sure, one day will come and he will realise my love is a drug<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>But he does not understand how much I love him<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Even he does not want to know how much I love him<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I was waiting for him, waiting for long<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>But time does not come and I was lost<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>The platonic love will take my breath and one day I will die and I will lost<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I can\u2019t live in this technological world, please come and give me a hug<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Shim<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

I have changed my existence<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>People say, this is because I am mentally disorder person<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I am sure that this is neither a disease nor a problem<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Only a natural feeling not an artificial one<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>The words are reverberated<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>The power is in you, the same power is in me too<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Though, I feel impuissant and you feel proud\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Still there are binaries,<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>In between you and me<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>You deny the other, I deny myself<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Hark me!! Otherwise, the quarrel starts in between you and me, me and me<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>The reason of my existence has been denied from many year and year<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>About me, do not have a care and fear<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>How many years, I have been digesting me lachrymal<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>When will you understand, Oh my Dear!<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Where is my home? From my childhood<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I have left my home and still do not know, where to stay<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>In this over population,<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>I cannot beget but I can adopt<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Erne likes to fly, but feathers cut ere start to fly<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>Though, I will try to resurgent<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>The sky ether, still my life is tenebrous<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>The lucent has gone for forever<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>At the end, the body has missed \u2026 how will retrieve my origin\u2026<\/span><\/span>
\n<\/span><\/span>There are only two retrenchments \u2013 male and female \u2026.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Poetess: Dr <\/span><\/span>Morve Roshan K.<\/span><\/span> (United Kingdom)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Dr Morve Roshan K.<\/span><\/span> (born 1990) obtained <\/span><\/span>MA in English <\/span><\/span>and <\/span><\/span>M. Phil <\/span><\/span>and <\/span><\/span>Ph<\/span><\/span>D<\/span><\/span> in Comparative Literature. <\/span><\/span>She <\/span><\/span>is a <\/span><\/span>Postdoctoral Fellow of Southwest University,<\/span><\/span> China. <\/span><\/span>She is an <\/span><\/span>Honorary Research Associate <\/span><\/span>at the <\/span><\/span>Bangor University<\/span><\/span>, <\/span><\/span>United Kingdom.<\/span><\/span>Her last employment was at Children\u2019s University, India. <\/span><\/span><\/a>She has <\/span><\/span>2<\/span><\/span> issue<\/span><\/span>s (1 Special and 1 Guest-Editorial)<\/span><\/span>,<\/span><\/span> 24<\/span><\/span> research papers, <\/span><\/span>7<\/span><\/span> chapters, <\/span><\/span>2<\/span><\/span> short stories, <\/span><\/span>1<\/span><\/span> newspaper article, <\/span><\/span>7 <\/span><\/span>poems, <\/span><\/span>5<\/span><\/span> books and<\/span><\/span>edited <\/span><\/span>74<\/span><\/span> Children\u2019s Literature book<\/span><\/span>s <\/span><\/span>to her credit<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span>H<\/span><\/span>er interview published in <\/span><\/span>the <\/span><\/span>Bangladesh newspaper. \u00a0<\/span><\/span>She <\/span><\/span>is an editorial Member of <\/span><\/span>15<\/span><\/span> journals and magazines. <\/span><\/span><\/a>Her <\/span><\/span>28<\/span><\/span> papers <\/span><\/span>ha<\/span><\/span>ve<\/span><\/span> presented<\/span><\/span> in<\/span><\/span>international <\/span><\/span>conferences, seminars and symposiums. She has <\/span><\/span>worked on<\/span><\/span> 3<\/span><\/span> projects<\/span><\/span> and received <\/span><\/span>national and international <\/span><\/span>9<\/span><\/span> travel grants funding. She has been working as<\/span><\/span> a<\/span><\/span> Lecturer, Teacher, Volunteer, <\/span><\/span>multilingual <\/span><\/span>Poetess, Editor, Writer, and Translator<\/span><\/span>.<\/span><\/span> She <\/span><\/span>has acted a<\/span><\/span>s a conven<\/span><\/span>e<\/span><\/span>r and <\/span><\/span>c<\/span><\/span>oordinator of <\/span><\/span>3 <\/span><\/span>international conferences.<\/span><\/span> She has been on academic visits to Asia and the <\/span><\/span>UK.<\/span><\/span><\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Poetess: Morve Roshan K. (1 April 2019) \u201cDifferent Feeling\u201d, \u201cWait\u201d and \u201cShim\u201d poems published in SETU, USA, Bilingual journal published from Pittsburgh, USA :: \u092a\u093f\u091f\u094d\u0938\u092c\u0930\u094d\u0917 \u0905\u092e\u0947\u0930\u093f\u0915\u093e \u0938\u0947 \u092a\u094d\u0930\u0915\u093e\u0936\u093f\u0924 \u0926\u094d\u0935\u0948\u092d\u093e\u0937\u093f\u0915. Poetry: Morve Roshan K. Different Feeling The black day was of my birth day On the occasion of my 13th birth day! I wake up on […]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":3857,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[171],"tags":[],"book_author":[],"book_publisher":[],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3231"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3231"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3231\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3856,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3231\/revisions\/3856"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3857"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3231"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3231"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3231"},{"taxonomy":"book_author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/book_author?post=3231"},{"taxonomy":"book_publisher","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/book_publisher?post=3231"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}