{"id":5487,"date":"2025-05-06T20:11:25","date_gmt":"2025-05-06T20:11:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/?p=5487"},"modified":"2025-05-06T20:11:25","modified_gmt":"2025-05-06T20:11:25","slug":"poezi-nga-tim-tomilnson","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/poezi-nga-tim-tomilnson\/","title":{"rendered":"Poezi nga Tim Tomilnson"},"content":{"rendered":"

Nat\u00ebn, Pas K\u00ebng\u00ebve t\u00eb K\u00ebnaq\u00ebsis\u00eb<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nat\u00ebn, pas k\u00ebng\u00ebve q\u00eb na zgjojn\u00eb,
ne d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb<\/p>\n

at\u00eb
t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb ecjen
n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb,<\/p>\n

d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb
k\u00ebmb\u00ebt e tij t\u00eb mbytur
duke p\u00ebrplasur dyshemen\u00eb prej druri, d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb<\/p>\n

at\u00eb t\u00eb mallkoj\u00eb me fjal\u00eb t\u00eb pash\u00ebm
p\u00ebr qilimin,
pjesa e tij<\/p>\n

p\u00ebrher\u00eb e kthyer, d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb at\u00eb
t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb<\/p>\n

heshtje<\/p>\n

n\u00eb linoleum
n\u00eb dyshemen\u00eb e kuzhin\u00ebs.<\/p>\n

Ka kaq shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra t\u00eb fshehura<\/p>\n

nga n\u00ebna jon\u00eb,<\/p>\n

n\u00eb dollap\u00eb
pas kana\u00e7eve dhe kutive.<\/p>\n

Ka kaq shum\u00eb q\u00eb ai do.<\/p>\n

Mallomars, Zoti Chips,
Hostess Twinkies.<\/p>\n

D\u00ebgjojm\u00eb at\u00eb
duke k\u00ebrkuar,<\/p>\n

k\u00ebrkuar,<\/p>\n

kana\u00e7et q\u00eb t\u00eb ting\u00ebllojn\u00eb,
kutit\u00eb q\u00eb hapen,
dhe duar e tij,<\/p>\n

duar t\u00eb trasha
t\u00eb mbyllura
duke \u00e7ar\u00eb<\/p>\n

letr\u00ebn e dylli
dhe paketimet plastike.<\/p>\n

D\u00ebgjojm\u00eb
frigorit\u00ebrin q\u00eb thith
hapur<\/p>\n

ndiejm\u00eb
drit\u00ebn e tij p\u00ebrmes \u00e7arjeve
t\u00eb dyerve t\u00eb dhom\u00ebs son\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Kur ai q\u00ebndron
n\u00eb at\u00eb drit\u00eb t\u00eb ftoht\u00eb,
kur ai derdh kartonin e qum\u00ebshtit,
kur ai shuar
zjarri<\/p>\n

n\u00eb fytin e tij,
a mendon ai, si ne
e b\u00ebjm\u00eb,<\/p>\n

\u00e7far\u00eb e b\u00ebri at\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebrtas\u00eb,
edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb,
k\u00ebt\u00eb her\u00eb,<\/p>\n

emrin e n\u00ebn\u00ebs s\u00eb tij?<\/p>\n

\n

P\u00ebrgatitu p\u00ebr t\u00eb fjetur<\/strong><\/p>\n

P\u00ebrgatitur p\u00ebr t\u00eb fjetur
mendoj p\u00ebr net\u00ebt
kur babai im do t\u00eb bashkohej me mua
n\u00eb shtrat<\/p>\n

sa i pafajsh\u00ebm dukej\u2014
dy qent\u00eb duke marr\u00eb ngroht\u00ebsi nga nj\u00ebri-tjetri\u2014
dhe sa e pap\u00ebrshtatshme do t\u00eb dukej
tani<\/p>\n

dhe mendoj pse ai nuk mundi
t\u00eb merrte ngroht\u00ebsi nga n\u00ebna ime,
kur natyrisht
kush mund ta b\u00ebnte?<\/p>\n

\n

Njer\u00ebzit pyesin<\/strong><\/p>\n

Njer\u00ebzit pyesin
pse nuk kam
nj\u00eb djal\u00eb.<\/p>\n

P\u00ebrgjigja
\u00ebsht\u00eb e thjesht\u00eb:
Isha un\u00eb.<\/p>\n

\n

LSD<\/strong>
(pas George Harrison)<\/p>\n

Para,
isha plot\u00ebsisht i paditur.<\/p>\n

Pas,
e dija q\u00eb isha plot\u00ebsisht i paditur.<\/p>\n

Dija,
ideja e Zotit\u2014thjesht e gjith\u00eb fjala, Zoti
p\u00ebrvoja e f\u00ebmij\u00ebris\u00eb
duke shkuar n\u00eb kish\u00eb t\u00eb diel\u00ebn<\/p>\n

Nd\u00ebrsa
n\u00eb nj\u00eb shk\u00ebndij\u00eb
fjal\u00ebt
fjalit\u00eb n\u00eb livadh
paragraf\u00ebt n\u00eb pem\u00eb,
energia n\u00eb mes t\u00eb gjith\u00e7kaje.<\/p>\n

Asnj\u00eb pyetje
Asnj\u00eb p\u00ebrgjigje
nj\u00eb realizim.<\/p>\n

Thjesht<\/p>\n

e v\u00ebrteta absolute;
nj\u00eb drit\u00eb
q\u00eb krijimi \u00ebsht\u00eb
suprem
Mos m\u00eb pyesni pse<\/p>\n

qesh<\/p>\n

\n

P\u00ebr mikun m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb vajz\u00ebs n\u00eb kostumin e z. Peanut, Halloween, 1986<\/strong><\/p>\n

Faleminderit q\u00eb pranuat t\u00eb vini me mua
n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e burrave t\u00eb Original
Ray\u2019s n\u00eb 82nd & Columbus
nd\u00ebrsa byreku q\u00eb porosit\u00ebm me ullinj,
djath\u00eb shtes\u00eb dhe an\u00e7ovish u pjek
n\u00eb furr\u00ebn e pjat\u00ebs. Dhe faleminderit
p\u00ebr hapjen e bluz\u00ebs tuaj kur ju k\u00ebrkova
dhe p\u00ebr puthjen kaq pasionante si
kurr\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb kur ngrita m***n tuaj n\u00eb
lavamanin e ndyr\u00eb dhe ngrita fundin e shkoll\u00ebs
mbi belin tuaj dhe\u2014o Zot, un\u00eb
po shoh yje k\u00ebtu vet\u00ebm duke kujtuar m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn
si k\u00ebpuca juaj e kuajve mb\u00ebshtetej n\u00eb nj\u00eb kova
mbushur me uj\u00eb t\u00eb ndotur q\u00eb mbante er\u00eb
me dezinfektues dhe si er\u00ebrat
q\u00eb krijuam s\u00eb bashku n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb llumin e kanalizimeve
rrotullonin nj\u00eb er\u00eb t\u00eb dhjefshme t\u00eb dhom\u00ebs me
breshka q\u00eb ngjiteshin mbi grafitit mizogjinist
dhe ky\u00e7i gjysm\u00eb mbi der\u00eb
q\u00eb nuk mund\u00ebm ta mbyllnim. Dhe faleminderit q\u00eb thate
faleminderit kur e futa dhe faleminderit
p\u00ebr ndjesin\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb dhat\u00eb, ndjesin\u00eb q\u00eb nuk e kam pasur
n\u00eb kaq shum\u00eb vite. Ju ishit nga, \u00e7far\u00eb, Maine?
E doja m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn si mikesha juaj m\u00eb e mir\u00eb n\u00eb
kostumin e Z. Peanut priste t\u00eb dilnim, pica q\u00eb po bubullonte
po ftohej posht\u00eb cigareve q\u00eb ajo thithte
n\u00eb mbajt\u00ebs, si ajo ishte ajo q\u00eb sapo kishte ardhur
nga banjoja. Pica ishte kaq e shijshme.<\/p>\n

\n

Shiu i pasdites, New Orleans, 1987<\/strong>
(pas nj\u00eb momenti n\u00eb Forough)<\/p>\n

shiu i pandalsh\u00ebm\u2014
shikon nga ballkoni
p\u00ebr shiun q\u00eb rrjedh nga gjethet e banan\u00ebs
n\u00eb kopshtet e vdekura<\/p>\n

n\u00eb dritaren p\u00ebrball\u00eb
silhueta e gruas s\u00eb pronarit tuaj
pas perdeve t\u00eb dantell\u00ebs
duke shikuar<\/p>\n

autobusi i Desire Street shp\u00ebrb\u00ebhet n\u00eb Elysian Fields.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Nat\u00ebn, Pas K\u00ebng\u00ebve t\u00eb K\u00ebnaq\u00ebsis\u00eb Nat\u00ebn, pas k\u00ebng\u00ebve q\u00eb na zgjojn\u00eb,ne d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb at\u00ebt\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb ecjenn\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb, d\u00ebgjojm\u00ebk\u00ebmb\u00ebt e tij t\u00eb mbyturduke p\u00ebrplasur dyshemen\u00eb prej druri, d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb at\u00eb t\u00eb mallkoj\u00eb me fjal\u00eb t\u00eb pash\u00ebmp\u00ebr qilimin,pjesa e tij p\u00ebrher\u00eb e kthyer, d\u00ebgjojm\u00eb at\u00ebt\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb heshtje n\u00eb linoleumn\u00eb dyshemen\u00eb e kuzhin\u00ebs. Ka kaq shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra t\u00eb fshehura nga […]<\/p>","protected":false},"author":8,"featured_media":5488,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[171,166],"tags":[],"book_author":[282],"book_publisher":[],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5487"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/8"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5487"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5487\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5489,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5487\/revisions\/5489"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5488"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5487"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5487"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5487"},{"taxonomy":"book_author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/book_author?post=5487"},{"taxonomy":"book_publisher","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.iwabogdani.org\/sq\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/book_publisher?post=5487"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}